Comments on: Perspectives and ageism http://www.gustible.com/2009/02/12/perspectives-and-ageism under the rubric of [$_SELF] Mon, 26 Dec 2011 20:03:53 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 By: Johan http://www.gustible.com/2009/02/12/perspectives-and-ageism/comment-page-1#comment-480 Johan Wed, 12 Aug 2009 10:53:02 +0000 http://www.gustible.com/?p=337#comment-480 Gladly I will not live forever. This world is a harsh place filled with sharp edges cutting into my flesh. I do not want to live forever but also I do not want to die.... It is like watching a bad movie - I cannot stop but keep on hoping it will end with a pointing finger and a ha ha .. gotya It really is not that bad if you manage to laugh at the cliche's and pathetic storylines. I too am acting in this movie with a image projected into the world. I cannot do that any more because with each day that is looked backed on as a year I lose myself in the movie - Who is that actor playing that clown? I want to shout..no I MUST shout out loud to look at me. This is me and I want to live for today because tommorow I am not me anymore. The singularity is today - there is no tommorow only today! Only now! so singularity is my live and I will be dead tommorow.... Gladly I will not live forever. This world is a harsh place filled with sharp edges cutting into my flesh. I do not want to live forever but also I do not want to die…. It is like watching a bad movie – I cannot stop but keep on hoping it will end with a pointing finger and a ha ha .. gotya It really is not that bad if you manage to laugh at the cliche’s and pathetic storylines.

I too am acting in this movie with a image projected into the world. I cannot do that any more because with each day that is looked backed on as a year I lose myself in the movie – Who is that actor playing that clown? I want to shout..no I MUST shout out loud to look at me. This is me and I want to live for today because tommorow I am not me anymore. The singularity is today – there is no tommorow only today! Only now! so singularity is my live and I will be dead tommorow….

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